Super intense powerful feelings

I saw Agustin for a couple minutes. He came here and ate, with Gerber. Seeing and hearing and being close to him triggers feelings that are strong and uncontrollable and unbearable. It is a mothering instinct, the desire to protect and nurture a small young person, combined with extremely strong sexual lust. There is also the emotional distance, where I can only watch him from afar and cannot speak to him.


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