Why I’m not a whore or a porn star

Why did I think of this just now?

I can’t show fake emotions. It bothers me to pretend I’m having a great time when actually I’m in pain or discomfort, or feeling revulsion, anger, or dislike towards someone. Surely my sincere feelings must be obvious to everyone, and they must be hurt by them or respond negatively? How is it possible to have sex with someone you dislike? I am able to behave submissively by nature without feeling too fake. I’m not extremely submissive, though, just mildly. Mostly I am just a gentle, giving person. I don’t think I could even pretend to rape someone although I have never tried. I think I might laugh, ruining it all.

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